A real breakthrough.

The first experiences of 'feeling unwell' for me were really puzzling. I felt like I was in a dream like state but found it impossible to describe, this is what made me give up school. These episodes could last between a day and a week. I haven't felt like this for abot 8 years until the past couple of weeks where I have felt it once or twice and felt really scared, then today I was on my usual mental health forum where something caught my eye.. it was a disorder that described my symptoms exactly. I have always been terrified that the feelings would return because I know I could not live with them, but now I have read that post on the forum and have found a way to describe how it feels I feel so relieved, even if i do not have that disorder I can at least describe it and I know that I am not alone.